I've been coming to a point in my life where I really start to see things clearly. Mostly about the people I associate with. My life right now is like a night sky. It's one huge abyss filled with many stars. There are times where irritating bright lights and other things cloud my sky and in that cloudiness is when I see the best stars shine through. The stars I never want to let shoot away. So from now on, I'm keeping all my stars close. All the other stars, despite how they have been flickering in my sky for a while, may have to be let go and burn out.

The reason I'm letting go of some stars is because they don't see me as one of their stars. I'm not bright enough in their sky for them to remember I'm still glowing. I've shot away from them and found a new galaxy were I'm welcomed with many other stars.

I'm not a thing that's here only when convenient for you or when you remember that I'm still alive. Just because I have a job and other friends now doesn't mean I wouldn't take the time to some see you. You should know this. I have NEVER forgotten about you or given up on you. I was always there when you needed me most and when I wasn't needed at all. Either way, you've found another friend which has taken my place. Some one who you actually take the time to talk to and hang out with. Seriously it's like you don't even see me the same way any more. I just don't know what to do any more... I'm torn between trying and giving up. Although when I do try, it seems to be lost cause.

Oh well... Guess well shall see what happens in time.